Sunday, August 28, 2011 ♥
1:13 PM ; just thinkin
i always ask myself whenever im interested in someone if she's worth it.. if she's the type that you can let your friends meet and be proud of.. if you can let your family meet and live the next day..
well, now, i think my mindset changed.. now i ask myself if im worth it,, if im the type that can click with her friends and family and a type that she can be proud of...
i wonder what people really think of me. im tryin to change for the better and take this wall off me.
let me explain to you all what is the 'wall' im talking about.. its somethin that keeps me away from people. i tend to get talkative when im in awkward situations. i usually talk about explicit jokes but actually, im really not like that at home. if you know me like my really close friends does, then maybe you'll understand.
im human. i've done things im not proud of, maybe anger or disappoint you and maybe even annoy you. but im no backstabber and liar. ill be loyal to you if your loyal to me and ill respect you if you respect me.
im happy to make you smile, even for a brief moment and i think its time to let go of the emotions and start living happily.
i really enjoy your company, even though your being awkward with me. just hope all the walls will be teared down.
i promised that we'll be better. i meant it
L♥VE. 1:13 PM ♥