Sunday, November 22, 2009 ♥
9:50 AM ; why?
just came back frm study camp. got hell lot of comments from my dad that i shouldnt be wasting my time there and my mom added that it takes alot out of me cuz we're not really studying so much but playing.. she saiys that everytime i come home, i look beat up.. wut's wrong with a lil fun in studies though? as long as you do well, does it really matter? ... iono.. i might not be goin for nxt sem's study camp if i dun change their mind.
you know.. i dont understand some people... i try my hardest to but somehow, i cant? im still trying my best to keep an open mind like the rest of us and be more .. understanding? hmmms.. but nvm.. im sry.. i just cant get it out of my head. im pretty sure im not the only one hurt but... nvm... forget it. i just realized somethin when im having my alone time.. it popped out of my head suddenly.. and it says.. 'its best to mend it and not to end it' .. i hope itll come true?
i went to orchard after church today... i finally bought my 'philippines' shirt.. then ate at wheelock's sakae sushi. my mom keeps commenting that im stoning -.-........ well. yea.. cuz i just came back from camp and didnt get much sleep? went home and slept till dinner time. went online and talked to meng, charlotte, huiqi and others. atleast their understanding.
why do people keep on asking on 'why am i still single'? well.. maybe i havent found the right one for me yet? or havent really realized that THAT someone is already around me but i didnt discovered her yet? iono.. i thought i found someone but it ends up that its just a mirage. im actually liking something my mind wants to see..
camp was actually quite enjoyable and i learnt ALOT of things during the 3 days. i learnt about my subs and understand them well, plus, i learnt about people too. i dont like the part abt just now in the morning when i woke up thought... i felt heavy hearted and sad =/....... first time it happened at loft. you all know me, im always jumping around and making random comments on stuff even when im stressed up and stuff.. but this thing's really bothering me till now...
the group of friends that i have now is like a family to me. i feel like, i can share any problems with them and i care for them alot too ..... i cant ask for better friends. i hope they somehow feel that way too?
im gonna sleep already cuz i got class at 9. nights
L♥VE. 9:50 AM ♥
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 ♥
8:22 PM ;
im stressed up. i dunno wat to do. suddenly, there's alot of stuff to do in school and people are expecting alot from me. i really respect gary and jonathan cause they can cope with this kind of stress everyday... hmmm.. maybe its my time to learn also.
my list of things to do:
1.study AC and AEL as much as possible cause i dunno anythin abt them AT ALL.
2.organise my band practices for ee idol
3.practice voice for ee idol
4.choreograph for ee idol auditionists
5.save up money asap! cause im damn broke
6.do homework by myself and NOT copy
7.practice maths
8.do comt project
9.do AEL project
10.do business and finance homework
11.practice piano
12.dun fuck up my common test and get ADs
13. schedule everything in my phone so that i know when is when
14.do mol
15.do tutorials
16.arrange a new music playlist
im sry if i cant please everyone ... but ill try my best.
L♥VE. 8:22 PM ♥
Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ♥
7:01 AM ;
i dunno... feelin like ive been side tracked... hais.. hate ruined plans...
L♥VE. 7:01 AM ♥
Im kevin :)