Friday, August 28, 2009 ♥
8:36 AM ;
truths about me again! as of now.
1.i cant finish my damn song.
2.i hope she sees tt i like her since i cant show her myself -.-...
3.ill play basketball the whole day tmr cos im fucking troubled
4.im already playing basketball in my head >.<
5.there's oni 2 things in my mind... her and my stupid song
ok tmr then update after basketball!
L♥VE. 8:36 AM ♥
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 ♥
8:43 AM ;
heys! exams are FINALLY OVER!!! 50 days of holidays WOOOOOT!!!...
the past week, i was stayin at the LOFT with CEM ppl.. and some ee peeps too.. we studied hard together and stuff but also had alota fun at the same time.
im trying to get to know more ppl each day there and now, i believe i got more and more friends =)
oh yeah! we celebrated yuenleng and gary's bday at loft... it was damn fun! gary got an everlast shirt and strawberry flavored condoms for his bday... and yuenleng got shoes =) ...
i think im falling for someone fast but im trying to control everything and stay away =x... not ready for such commitments yet.. later i hurt her =/... ill try to get to know everyone better first b4 i try to do anythin else.
ok ... i seriously have nothin planned on the holidays... i might be goin to hk tho.. my mom still havent decided where she'll send me n my bro yet... i wan philippines but she say got alot of bad stuff tt i might learn there... and there's alot of gay ppl there -.-........
if its hk tho... i might bring a friend along or 2 friends along so tt can have more fun there! i hope my friends in hk are not busy tho....
im composing this song about fairytail love... but half way through the song... my mind blanked out.. and now.. im stuck.. is it maybe cos im not inlove or has no experience relating to the song? hmmmms =/.... mybe the girl i like will help me someday XD....
ill miss jaemeng and gary =( their gonna be off to china for 6 long months on the 1st or 2nd sept... hais... ill be stuck wif shafiq -.-.... lol JKJK!!! >.<... im good wif alot of my friends... just tt.. its not the same without them fer a while..
aight.. tts all fer now... if i go to some other countries, ill be sure to blog abt it.. fer now.. needa sleep and think abt the song -.-..... i hope sumthin good happens during this long break..
L♥VE. 8:43 AM ♥
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 ♥
12:44 AM ;
today, let me tell ya'll facts abt me .. well.. atleast in my point of view
1. i think i really offended someone tonight.. =/
2.im so afraid to take that big step to stay focused on studies.. i dun really know why..
3. i got troubles with acting normally around girls nowadays -.-..... i tend to act dumb ALOT=/
4.why am i sooo at ease when learning or playing instruments but soo damn fucked up when studying.. or learning something tt is related to school
5.i like someone but dnt have the guts to tell her or even give her a hint >.
6.i really like a girl tt's getting quite close to me now.
7.i always end up hurting ppl tts close to me =(.... im just not really good at expressing myself to others
8.i only write song to someone when i really feel a deep importance of tt person to me
9.twilight rocks.
10.im NOT emo!
11.i play basketball alot when im troubled
12.i love to fly
13.i love tight hugs and soft kisses
14.i love surprises
15.i love movies!!!
16.swimming is a must
ill update more soon. ima sleep now. nights
L♥VE. 12:44 AM ♥
