Tuesday, November 8, 2011 ♥
6:38 PM ;
if you dont want me to go, just say it. you dont have to ignore me when i ask abt it.
L♥VE. 6:38 PM ♥
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 ♥
11:49 PM ;
i hate disappointing people
L♥VE. 11:49 PM ♥
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10:16 AM ;
i thing everyone can see through me. my emotions can be projected by my body very well.
well... i guess all my guy friends agree on one thing, the girl a guy desires the most is the girl he cant get. why is it like that??? its like everyone can be attracted to you cept for THAT special one.
you guys know what happened when i started liking her? all my 'activities' were stopped. no more girls, less drinking and my mind is being washed by detergent and oral b. im still the most dirty minded in my group i think but its WEIGH lesser than before i met her. im like changing into this guy that i dont even know... wtf... whenever she's around, im the quietest in the group... like a well behaved puppy =.=..... but once she's not there, all the noise comes out from me. arrrggghh... what am i doing?? fuck man.
i think i like her alot but there's this part of me that keeps saying that i need to give up cause there's alot more girls in line for me. but the thing is, i dont want any girl other than her!
ill end here
L♥VE. 10:16 AM ♥
Tuesday, October 18, 2011 ♥
7:35 AM ;
I know what im afraid of... rejection
L♥VE. 7:35 AM ♥
Monday, October 17, 2011 ♥
9:41 AM ;
hey kevin, when was the last time someone did something amazing to you? a girl cared soo much for you? how about someone you love soo much and she loves you back just as much or even more? when was the last time your name's associated with someone all the time?
yes, being single for a long time is fun to a certain extent. your carefree, you dont have to answer to anyone and you can do anything you want. but being in a relationship is fun too. if you find the right partner, you wont even notice that your in a relationship cause your having too much fun together. there are ups and downs but that's part of any relationship you have, to your friends, family and gf.
i think its time you persue that girl you liked for quite a long time now. when are you gonna have the balls to just be romantic again and be with her? its been weigh too long since anyone saw you caring so much for someone. weight too long.
L♥VE. 9:41 AM ♥
Sunday, August 28, 2011 ♥
1:13 PM ; just thinkin
i always ask myself whenever im interested in someone if she's worth it.. if she's the type that you can let your friends meet and be proud of.. if you can let your family meet and live the next day..
well, now, i think my mindset changed.. now i ask myself if im worth it,, if im the type that can click with her friends and family and a type that she can be proud of...
i wonder what people really think of me. im tryin to change for the better and take this wall off me.
let me explain to you all what is the 'wall' im talking about.. its somethin that keeps me away from people. i tend to get talkative when im in awkward situations. i usually talk about explicit jokes but actually, im really not like that at home. if you know me like my really close friends does, then maybe you'll understand.
im human. i've done things im not proud of, maybe anger or disappoint you and maybe even annoy you. but im no backstabber and liar. ill be loyal to you if your loyal to me and ill respect you if you respect me.
im happy to make you smile, even for a brief moment and i think its time to let go of the emotions and start living happily.
i really enjoy your company, even though your being awkward with me. just hope all the walls will be teared down.
i promised that we'll be better. i meant it
L♥VE. 1:13 PM ♥
Friday, July 29, 2011 ♥
10:20 PM ;
when you like someone you cant have..
L♥VE. 10:20 PM ♥
Im kevin :)